Thank you Andrea,
you have made me understand so much in these last couple of days. <YOU ARE A LIAR Your not the person people think you are.YOU ARE REALLY WORSE THEN THEY THOUGHT You are NOT A loving, compassionate, PERSON and U R NOT my best friend. In reality the reasons we split are so clear YOU ARE SELFISH AND ONLY CARE ABOUT YOURSELF. I know you had to do what you had to do AND BY THAT I MEAN LISTEN TO EVERYTHING YOUR WANNA BE AUNT THROUGH MARRIAGE TOLD YOU TO DO. NOW I KNOW WHY UNCLE KEVIN DRINKS SO MUCH HE CANT TAKE HER MOUTH, SHE IS FROM THE GUTTER WITH NO RESPECT FOR ANYONE NOT EVEN HER SELF. I HOPE SHE DRINKS HER LIVER TO OBLIVION :) In the end we will be extremely happy with our dessiscions <~~~ mispelled) it's all going to be OK FOR ME NOT SO MUCH FOR YOU CAUSE YOU STILL LIVE IN FLORIDA WITH ALL THE REDNECK TRAILER TRASH WHITE TRASH LOSERS ALL GUYS WANNA DO IS HAVE SEX WITH YOU AND THATS IT. I HOPE YOU STAY CLEAN AND DO NOT GET INVOLVED WITH ANY DRUNKARD GUYS THAT LIKE TO HIT YOU. College FOR ME work, home, family, and that's life and don't ever forget WHAT YOU COULD HAVE HAD WITH ME AND NO ONE IS GOING TO MAKE YOU HAPPY AT ALL BECAUSE YOU CAN NOT MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY AND HAPPINESS IS NOT IN A BOTTLE AS YOUR DIRTY AUNT WILL HAVE YOU BELIEVE. I CAN'T WAIT TO START the traveling I planned on. I DO HAVE Homes in Greece and family THAT WILL LET ME STAY THERE should I choose to be there or not. I are doing MY best NOW THAT I AM away from YOU. I HAVE given up on you and YOUR FAMILY I know I AM BETTER THEN you believe me. I believe in true love I LOOK BACK AND CAN SAY I NEVER LOVED YOU AND THAT FEELS SO GOOD TO SAY I FEEL SO FREE, YOU ARE SO WEAK AND I CANT STAND A WOMAN WHO DOESN'T CLEAN UP AFTER HERSELF. SO NOW knowing when things are right. I don't give up that easy, through all the tears and hurt I felt it was hard to see WHAT A TRUE LOSER YOU REALLY WERE each DAY TOGETHER. Love doesn't die it doesn't go away and it NEVER FORGETS. I knew I would be with you through it all EVERYTHING has changed my heart or feelings for you. I am saying this from my soul you are and always will be my one LESSON THAT I LEARNED THE HARD WAY, THAT LIED TO ME AND MADE ME FEEL LIKE CRAP. YOU ARE JUST ANOTHER GIRL STUCK IN HIGH SCHOOL JUST LIKE YOUR FRIENDS. i FEEL SO MUCH BETTER VENTING ON MY BLOG AND GRATEFUL FOR YOU BEING SO FAR AWAY SO I DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT SEEING YOU OR YOUR STUPID WANNA BE AUNT.
I'm not just saying this because I want you back or because I can't find another person to spend my life with BECAUSE I WILL FIND SOMEONE SO GREAT AND WONDERFUL TO SPOIL AND TREAT LIKE A QUEEN. I'm saying this because you never left YOVILLE and you have been on my mind since you've gone away AND THE ONLY THING YOU CARED ABOUT WAS YOUR STUPID YOVILLE STUFF. I feel FULL OF HOPE AND HAPPINESS without you and my love hasn't gone away from you ITS BEEN WASHED CLEAN AND GONE I WILL NEVER LOOK BACK ON THE 3 YEARS I WASTED TRYING TO MAKE YOU HAPPY AND DO EVERYTHING I COULD TO MAKE IT WORK BUT YOU AND I BOTH KNOW YOU CHEATED AND IM NOT LYING WHEN I SAY THAT CAUSE YOU TALKED TO GUYS ONLINE WHILE WE LIVED TOGETHER AND WHEN WE SPLIT I KNOW YOU SAW A FEW GUYS BUT THATS HOW YOU ARE LIKE YOUR AUNT SHE PROBABLY CHEATS TOO BUT NO WAY OF TELLING I NEVER TRUSTED HER. SOMETHING TOLD ME DEEP DOWN INSIDE THAT SHE HAD ISSUES AND ALL SHE DID WAS COME AROUND AND TELL ME YOU WERE CRAZY MY WHOLE FAMILY IS MY WITNESS.
THIS IS MY BLOG AND I CAN WRITE WHATEVER I WANT BECAUSE I OWN IT. AND I AM NOT THREATENING ANYONE LIKE YOUR AUNT SAID SHE WAS GONNA SEND PEOPLE TO GET ME HERE. I RECORDED THAT. SHE IS GONNA TAKE CARE OF ME AND HURT ME? OH AND YOU DONT FORGET THAT YOU PUT YOUR HANDS ON ME SO MANY TIMES I COULD HAVE CALLED THE POLICE BUT DIDNT CAUSE I DIDNT WANT YOU TO HAVE PROBLEMS.
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You couldn't have put it in better words...You are a better person. Love You always and forever <3
ReplyDeleteThanks mom I know you will always have my back and I just edited what I posted cause she was a moron along with her entire family. Did you see how her father acted no wonder her mom went nuts an left. Her brothers passing wasn't the begging of the madness that was her life cause the reason he died was cause he was trying to escape his fucked up family life with his mom and dad fighting and getting divorced. She was a problem child to begin with and instead of loving thier daughter they forced her into a life of depression and misery that no one can recover from, she blamed herself for everything and went to the point of saying her parents didn't love or want her and she was a mistake. So she was doomed from the get go. I tried my best to show her what a family could be like and she took a shit on me. Well it's over now and I'm done no more wasting my time. She couldn't even say thank you she's a pig. A fucking pig.
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