Christmas is a time of love family and food if your like me then it's ok.

Got finally looked for lighter found it now I'm here. Outside enjoying my coffee and watching RAIN!!!! WTF kind of white Christmas is this it's a bunch of slush. Yeah thanks God! Today I am thankful for many things so I'm good. I did not ask for presents cause I could not buy things for anyone sorry. But if you know me then you know i would have went crazy if I did have loot.
Next subject I haven't lost the spirit o christmas I've just kind of said you need time to a true Christmas to me again. Praying for mericals and looking up at the sky might have worked in 1450 yelling at the heavens and freaking out might have worked a couple or years after Jesus was murdered. That's another thing how come cold case file still haven't looked into JC's death I mean yeah it was a while back but with today's tech they can find seamen on a needle in the haystack.
So yeah going to my sisters for food and to chill then home and to repeat my life.